What Have I Done Today...

For starters:
There are no dishes in the sink
I have been getting to work on time
I haven't eaten Dairy in a month
I'm eating healthy
I'm living SOBER
I LOVE Myself

What have you done today?



Heather Small - Proud

I look into the window of my mind
Reflections of the fears I know I've left behind
I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I'm on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?

Still so many answers I don't know (There are so many answers)
Realize that to question is how we grow (To question is to grow)
So I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I'm on my way
Can't stop me now
You can do the same

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud? (yeah)
We need a change (yeah)
Do it today (yeah)
I can feel my spirit rising
Change yeah
We need a change (yeah)
So do it today (yeah)
'cause I can see your spirit rising

What have you done today to make you feel proud? (let me hear you, let me hear you, let me hear you)
What have you done today to make you feel proud? (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
'cause you could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?

Merry New Year...

So its the first day of 2009 and I've pledged "No Fear In The New Year!"
I believe it and I live it...but it still didn't stop me from waking up lonely and not wanting to get out of bed. I lived in my fantasy daydream world till noon. But now i'm taking on the day.

Braved & Confused

A great man once said the only thing we have to FEAR is FEAR itself. And for some reason I've always held on to that. FEAR...ANGER...SHAME!
When Henry Rollins sang about "Low Self Opinion," I sang along, but never really understood that I had one. That was for those kids that were listening to the Cure & Morrissey. Well things have changed since 12-26-08. I conquered one of my BIGGEST FEARS and shared MY TRUTH! What TREMENDOUS weight has been lifted from my SOUL! Now I see the YOU that you see :-)

ROLLINS BAND

"Low Self Opinion"

I think you got a low self opinion man
I see you standing all by yourself
Unable to express the pain of your distress
You withdraw deeper inside
You alienate yourself
And everybody else
They wonder what's on your mind
They got so tired of you
And your self ridicule
They wrote you off and left you behind

You sleep alone at night
You never wonder why
All this bitterness wells up inside you
You always victimize
So you can criticize yourself
And all those around you

The hatred you project
Does nothing to protect you
You leave yourself so exposed
You want to open up
When someone says
Lighten up
You find all your doors closed
Get yourself a break from self rejection
Try some introspection
And you just might find
It's not so bad and anyway
At the end of the day
All you have is yourself and your mind

You sleep alone at night
You never wonder why
All this bitterness wells up inside you
You always victimize
So you can criticize yourself
And all those around you

You've got a low self opinion man

I see how it breaks you down

I see how is messes you around

You've got a low self opinion man
I see how it breaks you down
I see how is messes you around

The self hatred that binds you
Blinds you grinds you keeps you down
Your world falls down around you
You build up walls around you
You wear disgust like a crown

If you could see the you that I see
When I see you seeing me
You'd see yourself so differently
Believe me

I know the self doubt that runs inside your mind
I know the self that treats you so unkind

If you could see the you that I see
When I see you see me
You'd see yourself so differently believe me

You would see things differently
I assure you

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